Mandheezie's Blog

Three Days Grace – Never Too Late

mandheezie — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 08:32:23 +0000

I’m feeling kind of down.. And playing this song “Never Too Late” on repeat. I like how there is a song in the world for every emotion you could possibly feeling. Music calms my soul. Here are the lyrics to my current song..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lL2ZwXj1tXM
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don’t belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it’s not too late
It’s never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there’s something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It’s not too late
It’s never too late

The world we knew
Won’t come back
The time we’ve lost
Can’t get back
The life we had
Won’t be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don’t belong

Even if I say
It’ll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we’ll turn it all around
‘Cause it’s not too late
It’s never too late
Maybe we’ll turn it all around
‘Cause it’s not too late
It’s never too late (It’s never too late)
It’s not too late
It’s never too late

YouCouldBeHappy – Snow Patrol

mandheezie — Sun, 10 Jan 2010 05:29:27 +0000

You could be happy and I won’t know
But you weren’t happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops ’till it’s madness in my head
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I’d been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it’s all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don’t think, just do
More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

The Lyrics by Snow Patrol I love this song

Screw ‘Em

mandheezie — Sun, 10 Jan 2010 05:17:20 +0000

So I need some advice.. because I am having a problem with this guy I liked a little. The PROBLEM - He forgot to call me back , he legit forgot about my existence for maybe 4-5 hours. What The Fuck!! I think that if a guy likes you, how could he possibly FORGET YOU! So then as we were having a conversation over text message – he says “Whats wrong with you? ” I WAS SHOCKED! He then said “YOU HAVE ISSUES” .. He later said this was all a joke, But I didn’t find it funny, not to take it seriously.. But that’s messed up and I can’t help but wonder why on earth he would think that’s okay? SO I’m curious and pissed off. And I think that equation means I’m done. We are definitely not ever going to be anything – especially friends. I wouldn’t say mean things to a friend, or forget a friend.. SO SCREM ‘EM!

When I Fall In Love

mandheezie — Sat, 12 Dec 2009 06:41:47 +0000

I believe in love, and when you really find it, it’s forever and its dirty and it hurts and its hard and sometimes its easy and its messy and you cry and you laugh but I think it’s worth it.. I think I’ve seen love in the way a man looks at his wife when shes laughing, and how his face lights up just seeing her happy. Or when a woman is fighting fighting fighting for her man, and for an hour or two they are enemies right and wrong, and then all of the suddent lovers again. I’m in love with being in love. I love it..

When I fall in love it will be forever, or I’ll never fall in love. In a restless world like this is, Love has ended before its begun, And to many moon light kisses seem to cool in the warmth of the sun. When I give my heart, It will be completely or I’ll never give my heart. And the moment I can feel that you feel that way to, is When I Fall In Love With You” Nat King Cole

all time favorite song

mandheezie — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 06:44:00 +0000

Memories, Like the corners of my mind,.. Misty water colored memories of the way we were.. Scattered pictures of the smiles we left behind, Smiles we gave to one another for the way we were .. Can it be that it was all so simple then.. Or has time rewritten every line .. If we had the chance to do it all again, Tell me would we? Could we? Memories.. Maybe be beautiful and yet what’s to painful to remember we simply choose to forget.. So it’s the laughter we will remember whenever we remember the way we were“

suicide.

mandheezie — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 08:11:04 +0000

when someone close to you attempts suicide, i dont know whats worse.. the fact that they attempted it and failed or the fact that they want to die. Someone close to me, attempted suicide, and he was no sucessfull, but i cant help but feel guilty, like i should have been there, i should have told him how much we all love him and need him and that he has alot to live for.. i just feel so sad, i feel like i failed him in some way, in some huge life changing way. I dropped the ball.. and he wasnt able to pick himself back up. and we failed.

somedays i feel like i have nothing to live for, maybe i should just – - …. but then a good day comes along and I start to think well maybe it’s not so bad. and then another bad day, much worse then the others comes along and i just find it so hard to keep my head above water.. I’m just sooo alone all the time, I feel like ill never get this whole life thing together.. and I’ll just always be a shadow that no one notices. I’m just so sad.. and so alone….

My Dick By Mickey Avalon

mandheezie — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 20:22:47 +0000

I love the song My Dick By Mickey Avalon! I watching that movie with Harold and Kumar and the placement of that song in the movie is hilariously AMAZING! The correct song in the correct part of the movie makes the movie. I just had to make a small blog about it. This song cracks me up..

Two Mules For Sister Sara

mandheezie — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 20:15:40 +0000

I now love Clint Eastwood, more than i did after watching Million dollar baby. Today i watched on AMC this movie with him and Shirley McClain called Two Mules For Sister Sara, and it is hilarious. It is an oldie but goodie. Last night I was really in the mood to watch random movies. I was watching this movie called The Quiet. I will tell you all about it. Basically this young girl is living with her god parents and there daughter. She pretends to be deaf. Everyone thinks she is.. Then one day she is home alone playing the piano, her new step sister walks in and she doesnt realize. The piano string breaks. And she is tuning the piano by ear… obviously the sister realizes she obviously isnt deaf if she is tuning the piano by ear. Then the story gets intense, because the step sister is sleeping with dad, the mother is always doped up on pain killers and “has no idea what is going on”.. So the stepsister knows that witht he deaf girl not being deaf.. she will realize what the dad and daughter are doing. She tells the deaf girl she is going to kill her dad. Which happens to be a lie, she wants to kill him but she just isnt strong enough. She lies to the dad and tells him she is preggo and needs to get it taken care of, he agrees to pay her $1000.. Later he finds tampons in ehr purse, realizes she was lying about being preggers.. and attempts to rape the daughter with the mother downstairs-alert watching tv and the fake deaf girl downstairs playing piano.. but we will get back to that later. There is a boy in the highschool that has a thing for the deaf girl, whose name happens to be Dot. He takes her on a mini date. On the date he tells Dot or rather speaks to Dot about very personal things because he thinks she can’t hear. He tells her he thinks about her at night, and that he thinks shes a doll. Later Dot and him are alone.. he tells her that he got a hard on thinking about her and he masturbabted and came 4 times and he asks her if its normal.. He doesnt know that she can hear his confession.. Then she sleeps with him.. He is laying behind her and asks her(knowing that if she is deaf she cant hear there fore she cannot respond) if she thinks he has a big dick. He says he measured it.. during this part of the movie i was cracking up because he just seems like sucha fool. Later at the dance.. Dot runs away from him for some reason. He screams Dot Stop.. and she does. Which shows him she can hear. He isnt happy calls her a psycho confronts her about the conversation about beating off and his dick size. It was awkward and amazing. This is now one of my favorite movies.. basically you have to see it. I liked it…Enough about movies..

Fuck Workmans Comp.

mandheezie — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 08:31:29 +0000

I hate the woman handeling my workmans comp claim. Why do people with a little tiny bit of power pump it up 5 full. She really said” let me give you a little lesson..” at that point she lost me. This Ms Kelley is a bitch, and i hope she has a lot of bad days heading her way. Yes I know it’s not good to wish bad things on people.. but I think there should be an exception for those who are overly-above-and-beyond-hateful, which this woman was. And i found myself hopeing bad things happen to her, sooner than later.

Tyler Perrys New Film- Reviewed

mandheezie — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 00:24:00 +0000

Today I went and saw Tyler Perry’s newest movie I Can Do Bad All By Myself, it was pretty enjoyable. I’m one who appreciates all types of comedies and Perry’s are always what you expect. Semi-predicatble with a deep message somewhere. I think this movie and the church aspect really gave it positive message. (Having the hot guy from CSI Miami definitely did not hurt). I think some of the scenes may have gone on a bit longer than necessary. For one there is a scene where Perry’s token character Madea is telling the girl the story of Peter. The story was entirely too long. Yes it was pretty funny at some parts, but it was ridiculous at other points. Also I found my self getting bored after some of the music numbers, everyone in the movie sings. Why I found most interesting was watching Adam Rodriguezdancing at the end. Brother man(aka mexico) has no rhythm. I think that if you have seen his other movies, and liked them, you will more definitely enjoy this one. If you did not like his other movies, this is not the movie for you. Go see All About Steve!(starts out slow but it is pretty funny).

I Can Do Bad All By Myself = REVIEWED